It’s like I have to chain myself to my bed just to not get up and go to her, the self restrain is killing me :(

I pulled an all nighter, which to me is nothing new… but this morning I had one sad greasy piece of french toast and 3 strips of bacon at 9:30 in the morning. Then i made my way to PC where i sat in a room falling asleep in 2 minute intervals. eventually I made up my mind to drink a five hour energy to be able to stay awake during class. Sadly it was only second after I did this that i realized I had forgotten that I don’t have math at 12pm on Fridays. So I had no way to use the energy pumping through my veins. Eventually I returned to my dorm just before 1pm and read a book… forgetting to eat… at 2pm I get up and almost collapse on the floor from lack of food… it takes me about 15 minutes to be able to get up.. I munch on a few gummie bears so that my body could maneuver it’s way to fresh and be able to eat…

the trip to fresh was excruciatingly long and once I arrive I realized that the smell of the food made me completely nauseous. I forced two miniture slices of plain pizza down my throat and passed out for 30 minutes before the noise of the wide space finally reached my ears. I jumped up startled by the sound, it took a few second for me to recall where I was. Another 15 minutes were spent traveling to the drink section and chugging some lemonade, trying not to think about the flavor of the sour sting against my tongue. 

I finally motivated myself to walk to DM where I took the elevator to the second floor… sad i know. Now I sit here typing this not knowing what else to do since my boss and his assistant(who ranks higher than my assistant internship) can’t think of anything productive for me to do.

Today was the first day I’ve ever experienced what it’s like to slowly begin to starve. Worst part is that I have to wait until 5 or 6 to be able to attempt to eat again… if I make it to fresh

I dislike Pink,

not because it’s girly or has some deeper meaning into society or w/e. I dislike Pink because the color doesn’t appeal to me,It’s just not a nice color.

Red

is not one of my favorites either but I do like Orange.

Orange is nice :]